equal to junkist

when i felt rejected from happiness, you suddenly jumped into my life
then i felt no more cold and lonely
warm with your arms around
your smile clouded my head
when i felt safe and accepted, you suddenly jumped out from my life
then i realized you just a part of my endless illution
the drugs from the self-healing division produced by my brain
used like heroine for reducing the pain, my feeling-ache
it was joyfull, though more hurting the next morning i wake
i thought you were real
hey,i'm addicted to you