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Friday, April 29, 2011

host-body for neurotic monster

one step forward, two steps back.
my feeling is like a hurricane.
-sorry boyzone, i ruin your lyrics ;D

it's hard to be such moody-doodie person.
harder if you got neurotic perfectionist personality (read:madness).
a neurotic perfectionist person, refers to the definition written on wiki, unable to feel satisfaction because in their own eyes they never seem to do things [well] enough to warrant that feeling of satisfaction.
that definition has been proven. by me myself.

actually, i want to know how to overcome this neurotic thing?
any motivation stuff put ugly smirk on my face.
yes, i've been being rebellion of the optimist nation and its optimistic way of life.

the neurotic monster has always found something to block the lights.
logically, naturally, fast.

what should i do?
S.O.S