cruel score!!!

hmh..
i've got a C on one of the class i followed last semester.
it's much disappointing.
i think i've done my best,as best as i could.
however, maybe my lecturer could still see how i disliked his class.
should i just pretended to be so interested on that stuff like my other classmates?
should i go and talk with him,chit-chat,asking how i can motivate myself to be a good young people,etc,etc?
oh God, that's so not me.
to be such a "licker"(haha,what's it called?) like that..
i don't like his class.
i hate his subjective point of view.
or...
or maybe he and his class weren't so that terrible.
maybe it's just me who's looking for an alibi ;p