this is weird

"i don't know what's rite and what's real anymore.
and i don't how i meant to feel anymore..
when do you think it will all become clear?
cause i'm being taken over by the fear..."

just like lily allen's lyrics above.
i'm undeniably confused.
few of my close friend-as i thought before-are changing.
our relationship getting worse.
unhealthy competition.
full of black campaign.
hello,you there,my lovely friends..
do you think it's really worth it?
you gave up our relationship for what? 'power'?
for being a leader on the community?
community that grown us up and made us good partner in crime?
oh please, it's so silly.so immature.
our friendship is more valuable.trust me,,

-fibiangliliana for fantastic four member-